what religion are you into? you gotta remember church is not a place for perfect, flawless people. its like a hospital for sinners..people who look for answers, comfort and to better their lives with Christ. the only way that you wont feel like you’re being pushed into it is by taking the initiative yourself and be willing to go.You probably feel lost and like you don’t belong among the people that surround you, or as if that’s not where you’re suppose to be. That’s how i felt, and I asked God to place all my focus on Him. It really does take time, commitment, dedication and strength. It is not an easy thing to do… I first started by cutting off all secular music and listening to Christian/Gospel music whether it was hip hop, r&b or contemporary. Talk to Jesus, tell him how you really feel.